It’s 3:15am and I can’t sleep.
This is the first night since Ivan died that I haven’t been able to sleep. Not sure why.
Well, actually, that may not be entirely true. I do have a tendency, now, to nod off while I’m watching something on the computer, here in the living room. I blink, then realize that I haven’t opened my eyelids, and go with that for however long, until I startle myself awake.
Well, then I’m done for the next little while. But tonight, I didn’t fall asleep, in fact, I went to bed too soon, I think. I was kind of sleepy, but not really sleepy, and I think that’s what caused me to “get my second wind” as Ivan used to say.
That is so annoying, I can’t say it. And I can’t figure out how to decrease the light emitting from this tv, it is so bright. Oh, did I mention I’m relearning how to use a PC? I’ve used my iPad Pro, and iPad ProMax for so long I’ve forgotten how to use a PC. I’m learning, slowly.
I’m going to watch a bit of who knows what, and go back to bed. See you in the next post.
Until next time, stay happy, and healthy in the Lord.