Never more. I just wanted a taste; ended up feeling like s@&t.
I asked for a shot of tequila, and ended up having five more. Normally not a big deal but I have not had any alcohol since the twenty eighth of February.
Today is the quinceañera and I feel awful. If I could go somewhere and vomit, I would. I cannot, however. We are with family. I am sure it is not polite to vomit in public.
I would really appreciate a nap, but not really sure how to swing that without someone noticing.
Fortunately, tomorrow is another day. Thank God. I am determined to live through this. And, while I do, please, stay happy, stay healthy, stay safe. Wash your hands, cover your mouth, and protect your loved ones.