I have the cleanest living space as ever I’ve had.
Void of life.
I’m trying to clean areas, fix things that have been “on the list” for some time, and I’m making a dent.
Then I remember that it’s never going to change. It will be forever this way as it’s just me.
I would rather have a messy apartment, with my live soulmate, than a clean, soulless apartment.
I have fewer meltdowns, and a few more times of less despair, and, I also see a light at the end. I trust in the Lord, and know that He, too, is with me, along side my beloved, my best friend. I know that they are an unbeatable team that are going to stay by my side while I work through this.
Then, there are my sisters, Martha, and Nancy. What a dynamic duo they are!! They have been texting me several times a day, to make sure I’m ok. I’ll never be ok again, but you know what I mean. I thank God for them all day long.
I have no appetite whatsoever but I force myself to eat twice a day. It’s not much right now, but I do what I can.
Until next time, stay happy, and healthy in the Lord.